shes the blade by sugarcult (one of my fav songs)

dont you make a move tonight,
you can only stagger
once shes got you in her sight
your the one shes after

shes the blade and youre just paper
your afraid cause shes got closer
youre back-steppinand shes back-stabbing everything in your life

she shtole everything your heart deisred
now you want it back
she stole everything your heart disired
now you want it back

one by one you count the fights
doesnt even matter
that shes got you by surprise
misery's your master

shes the blade and your just paper
youre afriad cause shes got closer
your back-steppin and shes out wrecking everything in your life

she stole everything youre heart disired
now you want it back
she stole everything your heart disired
now you want it back

she stole everything
she controlled everything
she stole everythin
she controlled everything

shes the blade
shes the blade
shes the blade and your just paper
shes the blade and your just...

shes the blade and your just paper
your afraid cause shes got you closer

she stole everything your heart disired
now you want it back
she stole everything your heart desired
now you want it back

she stole everything
she controlled everything
she stole everythings
she controlled everything

A day of sadness....

you on my blog will be the first to know this sadness. It seems that I have lost the baby me and my boyfriend were so excited about. I havent quite told him yet...Im not entirely sure if I can. For the first time in my she wolf life im scared to death. My man is a good guy, very handsome, strong and loving but im not sure how he'll react to this. I mean god he was so excited.... Im not in town right now im up in pickerington i go home tomorrow and im scared of whats to happen. I love him very much, and we have been talking marrige and another kid soon to follow this one but now.... im not sure whats to happen. I shall try to keep you posted..... :( wish me luck my loves?
forever,
shadowless