you on my blog will be the first to know this sadness. It seems that I have lost the baby me and my boyfriend were so excited about. I havent quite told him yet...Im not entirely sure if I can. For the first time in my she wolf life im scared to death. My man is a good guy, very handsome, strong and loving but im not sure how he'll react to this. I mean god he was so excited.... Im not in town right now im up in pickerington i go home tomorrow and im scared of whats to happen. I love him very much, and we have been talking marrige and another kid soon to follow this one but now.... im not sure whats to happen. I shall try to keep you posted..... :( wish me luck my loves?