shadowless nightmares

" My hell "
When I die, I'll escape the fate.
I want to run from empty promieses.
why do you look at me like that when you belong to the one who binds me by chains, satan in a angels body you can love...but angel bound by lies you can love only at a distnce.
I havent told anyone that i love you, for this torture is too much to bare.
If i say i love you, everything will fade away.
I keep you locked in my heart, my eyes, my smile- for your smile still haunts my every thought.
I hide behind a mask so you dont have to see my pain.
OUr eyes lock in the hallway and i look away,
I feel your eyes on me.
You a vampire- i your prey.
Whast will it take for us to be together?
I look into your eyes and send myself to hell.